Chapter Fifteen
Dalawang araw nang wala si Trigger. He said he has errands to attend to. Natatakot naman akong magtanong tungkol doon kaya minabuti ko na lang na hindi alamin kung ano ang tintukoy niyang errands. Ni hindi niya sinabi kung hanggang kailan siya mawawala.
I was allowed to go outside of the penthouse whenever I please. Nag-iwan din siya ng black credit card at iphone para may gamitin ako kapag tumawag ito. He has one condition when I want to go outside, someone has to accompany me some sort of a bodyguard. May sarili rin akong driver na maghahatid sundo sa akin.
I stayed in the penthouse the duration of two days. I patiently waited for him and his calls. Pero wala itong paramdam. I tried to call him several times but he was declining my calls.
The penthouse felt empty when he wasn’t around. Part of me misses him, I need to admit that and I hate myself for feeling that way.
Sa inis ko kay Trigger napagpasyahan kong lumabas para mag-shopping ng sumunod na araw ng hindi ko nakita ang anino niya. Bored na bored ako sa penthouse, puro netflix movies lang ang naging karamay ko sa nagdaang mga araw.
The bruises I got were healing fast.
Wearing a white long-sleeve folded in three fourths, paired up with a pink mini skirt and black wedge heels, umalis ako ng unit, I also wore pink glasses to match my outfit. I tried to make myself not recognizable.
Different stories were aired on the television. Na-heat up din ang topic ng bagong nali-link kay Trigger sa katauhan ko. And the media are eager to know everything about me. Ang buong akala yata talaga nila ay mayroon kaming relasyon ni Trigger o mag-asawa na kami.
Agad akong sinalubong ng dalawang goons nang mamataan ako ng mga ito. They are both muscled men and good-looking. May kausap sa telepono iyong isa.
“Yes, Wolf.” I heard him say before the call ended.
Mukhang kausap nito si Trigger base sa huling sinabi ng lalaki. Kaya mas lalong nalukot ang mukha ko. Is he ignoring my calls on purpose? I rolled my eyes when realization hit me. Why should I call him in the first place and why should he answer the calls?
He’s the boss and he owns me now ngayong wala pa akong laban sa kanya.
“Good morning, signora.” Nakasunod ito sa paglalakad ko. “Where are we going?” he asked with his heavy accent English. Gusto ko sanang irapan ang lalaki.
“Uh, m-mall,” I stuttered.
Honestly, I didn’t know how to handle them. I never had bodyguards following me around. Si Xiana ang meron, she’s more known to the public than I was.
Wala nga halos nakakilala sa akin bilang Eduardo maliban na lang kung talagang nagpakilala ako sa mga tao. I received unwelcome glances from them.
“You don’t have to worry, signora. We’ll keep our distance as commanded by the Wolf himself to make you comfortable with your business.” One of the goons said emotionlessly.
“T-thank you.” I sighed.
Mabuti naman kung ganoon, their presence makes me feel awkward and uncomfortable.
Bumungad sa labas ang nakaparadang Lamborghini na hindi ko alam kung anong model, nasa labas ang driver at pinagbuksan ako. It should be Trigger doing this. Pero hindi rin naman ito gentleman.
Ang dalawang goons naman ay sumakay sa ibang sasakyan pero kasunod lang namin.
Hindi naman naging mahaba ang b’yahe. Pumarada kami sa pinakamalapit na mall. I silently thanked the driver and went out of the car. Hindi ko nakita ang mga goons na kanina lang ay kasunod namin, but they were probably just lurking around.
Maganda na rin na hindi sila magpakita, mado-doble lang ang uncomfortable feeling na nararamdaman ko. It was still awkward that I know they were looking after me.
Ang arte kasi ni Trigger!
Hindi ko alam ang gagawin nang makapasok ako ng mall. Wala naman talaga akong plano. I just wanted to go out to ease my boredom. Baka mabaliw ako kapag ako lang mag-isa sa penthouse.
Hinayaan ko na lang kung saan ako dalhin ng paa. Nagtingin-tingin muna ako sa mga boutiques. I tried everything that I like without caring about the price. Gusto kong mainis si Trigger para quits kami.
He made me feel the unnecessary emotions and things I couldn’t explain in words. Hindi ako gastusera. As much as I can, I would save money but not this time. Baka kapag nalaman niyang nag-aksaya ako ng pera ay bumalik siya para pagalitan ako.
Tamang-tama na rin, if I would go back to the island, gusto kong palitan ang mga damit doon. Hindi ko alam kung saan iyon galing. Kumukulo ang dugo ko sa isiping sa mga babaeng dinala iyon ni Trigger doon.
Nawili ako sa pamimili kaya hindi ko namalayan ang oras. Pang-apat na boutique na ang napasukan ko. Past lunch na pala. Nagugutom na ako. I decided to eat at the nearest resto para hindi na rin hassle dahil ang dami ng dala kong paper bags.
Pumasok ako sa Cafe Perene. I ordered food. It was my first time here. Maganda ang ambiance at mabilis ang service. I was eating when a familiar face came to my table.
“Dylan,” gulat kong sambit sa pangalan niya.
Tumingin ako sa paligid para hanapin kung andoon ba ang mga goons pero hindi ko sila nakita. May kabang bumalot sa dibdib ko.
“Hey, Ara. Mind if I sit here?” He motioned to the seat where I put the items I bought.
I nodded. “S-sure,” I get my things reluctantly.
Napakamot siya ng ulo at naupo sa tapat ko.
Kinakabahan ako, baka malaman ni Trigger. But this is what I want, right? Gusto kong mainis siya. Might as well grab this chance. Pero bakit naman siya maiinis? It’s not a harmful talk. Hindi ko naman siya ipapahamak.
“Kumusta ka na?”
Nag-angat ako ng tingin kay Dylan. He was looking at me with his deep sad eyes. There’s a longing in it.
Nginitian ko siya. I shrugged. “Still breathing, so I guess life has been okay to me,” I continued eating. “Ikaw, kumusta ka? Ang tagal din nating hindi nagkita.”
“Honestly,” He trailed off and sighed. “I wasn’t okay since the last time we talked. Miss na kita, babe.”
Nabigla ako sa turan ni Dylan. “Dy, you know I’m not yours. We’re already done. Hindi na maibabalik ang dati.” kalmado kong sagot.
I sipped the juice I ordered.
“I don’t believe him. I know it’s just part of the show. You’re just part of the show. Your marriage isn’t real. Hindi ko alam kung bakit ka napapayag sa ganoong bagay at set up,” He stated boldly. “I can’t just let it pass. I can’t just let the opportunity pass now that you’re back in the city. I still love you and I can do better this time.”
Dylan reached for my hand. Pinagsalikop niya ang aming mga kamay. Natataranta naman ako at mabilis iyong kinuha pabalik sa akin.
“I I…”
I can’t find words to say. “You had the chance,” seryoso kong sagot.
I saw him stilled.
“Do you like him?”
Natameme ako. Of course… Not!
“Hey, you’re a great guy, Dy. I loved you and I moved on. I think you should too. Let’s not dwell on the past, marami ka pang makikilala. Someone better. Someone that will reciprocate your love,” marahan kong sabi. “Our relationship didn’t work out, it couldn’t be salvaged either.”
“But do you like him?” muling tanong nito.
I cleared my throat. Hindi ko alam kung bakit mahirap sagutin para sa akin ang tanong niyang iyon. Ang dali lang namang sabihing wala, pero parang bumabara ang salitang iyon sa lalamunan ko.
“I think it doesn’t matter, even if I like him or not I still think that we should just be friends.”
That’s all I could offer. Friends. We’ve started as friends. It would be nice to end up as friends again.
Hindi siya agad nagsalita. Agad kong tinapos ang pagkain ko.
“You like him.” It’s a statement.
I didn’t bother answering him. Kinuha ko ang paper bags na dala ko at tumayo na.
“It’s nice meeting you here, Dy.” I smiled. “I hope the next time we see each other, you already found the right one for you,”
“I already did, but I let go of her,” Hinawakan niya ang braso ko. “Teka lang, ‘wag ka munang umalis, please. I’m sorry if I made you feel awkward. I just want us to talk. Stay longer, Ara.” He gave me that cute smile.
I sighed. “Promise, good boy na ako,” Dylan even pouted.
Inirapan ko siya pero umupo rin ako sa dati kong tayo. He was beaming at me. “Thank you.” Dumukwang siya para kurutin ang pisngi ko pero agad akong nakailag. Tinawanan ko siya. Hilig niya iyong gawin noong kami pa.
And he hated it when I was not cooperating. Sumimangot si Dylan.
He sighed. “Hindi ka pa rin nagbabago. At asar talo pa rin ako.” Nakangiti niyang wika. Tumawa lang ako sa turan niya.
He ordered a cake and coffee for the both of us. Hindi rin naman ako tumanggi. I need sweets. I checked my phone. Wala man lang kahit anong paramdam si Trigger.
Binalik ko itong muli sa dala kong handbag.
“I haven’t seen you in a while. Where have you been? Ang galing mo magtago.” Tumawa ang lalaki.
“Nagpalipas ng ilang buwan sa beach,” I smiled awkwardly.
Sumimsim ako ng kape. Kinakabahan ako tuwing mapupunta ang usapan sa pagkawala ko ng ilang buwan. Hindi ko alam kung paano sasagutin ang mga tanong. The truth still scared me.
“Oh, that’s nice. Saan? Puerto? Boracay?”
Umiling ako. Hindi ko alam kung saang lupalop ng Pilipinas ako dinala ni Trigger. Ang alam ko lang ay nasa Pilipinas pa rin kami.
“Out of the country?”
Umiling akong muli.
“Why won’t you tell me?” Itinaas baba niya ang kanyang kilay.
“Private property.”
Alam kong naintindihan niya ang sinabi ko. Bumahid ang sakit sa mga mata ni Dylan. He knew I was with Trigger the whole time.
He cleared his throat. “Did he treat you right?” He asked.
I didn’t answer. Did he treat me right? He was the worst person I’ve ever encountered. Mas marami iyong times na rude siya at gago but I still see another angle.
“I’m sorry for not treating you right, Ara. I was such an asshole for doing what I did. Nagsisisi ako and they were right when they said, nasa huli ang pagsisisi.”
I could feel his sincerity. I gave him a friendly smile. “I’m not going to tolerate you for what you’ve done. Being unfaithful isn’t justifiable and you must not be. Hindi kasi human nature iyon, it’s a choice. It will always be a choice.” Tumango-tango siya. “Pero okay na naman tayo ngayon, Dy. Wala naman akong hinanakit sa’yo. It is meant to happen and it has a reason. I just want you to be happy as well.”
“And he’s the reason? It happened because you were bound to meet him?”
“And you are bound to meet an amazing woman, too. Trust me.”
We talked. We reminisced the past. Luckily, hindi na namin napag-usan ang ano mang may koneksyon kay Trigger. The Dylan I knew is back.
He’s lively and being cute all the time. Medyo nawala na rin ang awkwardness ko sa kanya.
We were friends before we became lovers. Iyon ang nararamdaman ko ngayon, iyong gaan ng loob bilang kaibigan.
Halos magdidilim nang matapos ang catch up moment namin ni Dylan. Nagpresenta siyang ihatid ako, hindi naman ako tumanggi. Marami akong bags na dala at mahihirapan ako kung magco-commute.
Hindi ko naman alam kung saan hahagilapin ang driver na naghatid sa akin dapat pauwi, isang number lang naman ang naka-save sa phone na binigay sa akin ni Trigger.
Sa akin din bumalik ang pang-iinis ko kay Trigger sa pagbili ng maraming items. Ako ngayon ang nahihirapang magdala noon. Dylan helped me carry the bags. He was also holding my arm for support.
He was teasing me with those shopping bags. Alam niyang hindi naman ako mahilig mag-shopping. Tawa lang ako nang tawa. Sa ibang exit kami dumaan dahil doon nakaparada ang kotse niyang dala.
I froze on the spot. Nawala ang ngiti sa labi ko nang mamataan ko ang bulto ni Trigger. He was giving us a cold stare. Nakasandal ito sa kotse niya habang nakahalukipkip at nakatingin sa aming dalawa. Dylan was oblivious about the possible danger.
“Dy, I think it’s not the best idea I’ll just go by myself,” Hindi na ito nakasagot nang makalapit sa tayo namin si Trigger.
“Let go of my woman,” walang emosyon nitong sabi.
Noon lang ito napansin ni Dylan. Tumigas ang emosyon ng kasama. “Easy, I’m just helping her. Ako na ang maghahatid sa kanya.”
Matalim ang titig nila sa isa’t isa. I know they don’t like each other that’s obvious. At hindi ko gusto ang tinging iyon. Sasabog sila. Ayokong mangyari iyon. Dehado si Dylan, Trigger is skilled in combat fighting.
Kahit marunong makipagsuntukan ang binata ay hindi ito uubra kay Trigger. Walang napapadaang tao, medyo malayo rin ang tayo ng guards.
“D-dy…” pagkuha ko sa atensyon nito. He looked at me. Nagmamakaawa ang tinging iyon. Kahit gusto kong paunlakan ang paghatid niya, hindi p’wede. Magagalit si Trigger.
“Sasama siya sa akin,” mariing wika ni Dylan.
Hinawakan niya ang braso ko. Hinila niya ako paalis kay Trigger. Nabigla ako kaya madali niya iyong nagawa.
May humila din sa kabilang braso ko. Malakas si Trigger kaya mas nahila ako papunta sa kanya. Para akong lantang gulay na pinag-aagawan. My body can’t win against them. Sumubsob ako sa dibdib ni Trigger at tumilapon ang hawak kong bags.
“’Wag kang bastos, pare!” Dylan shouted.
Muli ako nitong kukuhanin kay Trigger pero inilayo ako ng huli at itinago sa kanyang likod. Itinulak nito si Trigger na parang batong nakatayo roon. He didn’t budge.
“It’s not being rude, I’m just taking what’s rightfully mine,” mahinahon ngunit halata ang awtoridad sa boses nito. “You are the one being rude, fucker. She already has a husband and you’re still trying to win her back.”
I realized that Trigger shouldn’t be feared when he’s mad nakakatakot din siya sa ganoong estado pero mas nakakatakot kapag kalmado siya at hindi ko alam ang tumatakbo sa kanyang utak.
When he’s calm the next thing is the murderous storm.
“T-trigger, tara na, p-please.” I was stammering.
“A-ara…” I can hear the sadness in Dylan’s voice.
His heart is breaking and my heart’s aching for him, too. I made my word to go with him. Pero hindi pwede.
Kung alam ko lang na darating si Trigger, hindi na sana ako pumayag magpahatid kay Dylan.
I don’t see anything wrong being with Dylan we’re okay. Or am I being insensitive? Ako lang iyong okay sa aming dalawa at alam kong may nararamdaman pa rin siya para sa akin.
And saying yes to him would lead into hope, na baka pwede pa at may pag-asa pa kami. Maybe, insensitive talaga ako.
“D-dylan, sorry.” Ako na ang naunang sumakay sa kotse ni Trigger. Hindi ko siya sinulyapan. I didn’t look back.
Ilang sandali pa ay sumunod na rin si Trigger. Dala niya ang ilang bags na naglalaman ng pinamili ko. Isinalpak niya iyon sa backseat ng sasakyan.
I sighed. Nagi-guilty ako para kay Dylan. At some point, parang pinaasa ko siya. But that was not what I wanted nor my intention.
“Seatbelt,” Trigger commanded.
Sumunod naman ako. Wala kaming imik pareho. Mas lalo akong nainis sa kanya ngayon.
Hindi pa kami nakakaalis doon ng biglang itigil ni Trigger ang kotse. Nagtataka akong napatingin sa kanya. Nagtatagis ang ngipin nito at madilim ang mukha. Sinundan ko ang tingin niya, nagulat ako nang makita kong nasa mismong harap ng kotse si Dylan.
He wasn’t moving. Hindi ko alam kung anong ginagawa niya roon pero delikado ang lagay niya. Gusto kong bumaba at kausapin si Dylan pero mukhang nabasa iyon ni Trigger.
“Stay in your seat.” He warned me.
Sumunod na lang ako sa kanya. I don’t want us to fight. Ibinaba niya ang bintana ng kotse at sumilip doon.
“Get out of the fucking lane,” Trigger demanded. Hindi natinag si Dylan. He stayed where he was.
“I want Aramis,” He stated.
Napasentido naman ako. I was praying for him to leave. Hindi siya sasantuhin ni Trigger nope, wala namang sinasanto si Trigger.
Trigger looked frustrated, at the same time, really mad. Kinakabahan ako para kay Dylan. He’s not prepared for the volcano that is about to erupt. He looked dangerous. And I’m appreciating his bad boy vibe now. Sa ganitong sitwasyon ko pa talaga gumawang lumandi.
I can hear the uproar of the car. Nabahala ako. Alam kong hindi maganda ang tumatakbo sa utak ni Trigger. I glanced at Dylan. Hindi pa rin ito umaalis doon.
“T-trigger, d-don’t…” natatakot kong turan.
Hindi pa man ako nakakapagsalita ay kumambyo na ito at mabilis na pinatakbo ang kotse, papalapit kay Dylan.
“Oh my gosh!”
Dylan was hit. Tumama ang katawan nito sa kotse. Pero kontrolado ni Trigger ang sasakyan. Alam kong hindi malala iyon, bago pa man mapuruhan ito ay itinigil na niya ang kotse. Sobrang bilis ng tibok ng puso ko. Gusto kong maiyak sa kaba.
Muli siyang umabante at nilisan namin ang parking lot.
“T-trigger…” tawag ko sa kanya.
Unti-unting bumalik ang kalmadong awra ng binata. He relaxed a bit.
Itinigil niya ang sasakyan malapit sa sidewalk. I can see busy people walking around. Lahat sila ay may kanya-kanyang ginagawa at pupuntahan. Somehow, city lights calmed the turmoil in my body.
Trigger made a call.
“Yes. Pay for the hospital bills, pay whoever saw what happened and delete the footage. don’t fucking mess that up,” He said coldly.
Nagpanggap naman akong hindi nakikinig at nakatingin lang sa labas. Hindi ko siya kinikibo. Hindi ko alam kung ano ba anong dapat kong sabihin sa kanya o kung may dapat ba akong sabihin.
Hindi ko talaga gusto ang violent side ni Trigger. Nag-aalala ako kay Dylan pero alam ko ring hindi gaanong malala ang sinapit niya. He wouldn’t kill him earlier, I’m sure of it not when I am around. But it is a warning.
Iniharap ako ni Trigger sa kanya at tinitigan. He wasn’t saying anything, basta mataman lang siyang nakatingin sa mukha ko.
“Galit ka?” He asked suddenly.
May accent pa rin talaga siya kapag nagsasalita ng tagalog. Pogi siya roon pero kumukulo pa rin ang dugo ko sa kanya.
I rolled my eyes. “No shit, Sherlock.”
He laughed so hard. “Feisty,” Hinigit niya ako papalapit sa kanya. He hugged me tightly. “Damn, I missed you,”
Naghuhuramentado na naman ang puso ko. Natunaw ang inis ko sa kanya.
***
“To end the speculations, we’ll have a live interview with the sexy model and pride of the country Kassandra Almeida.”
Isang sikat na talkshow ito tuwing gabi na madalas mag-guest ng mga kilalang tao sa industriya. Mayuming lumabas ang babae at nakipagbeso sa host na si Boboy Abunda.
She was slightly smiling at the camera. I didn’t know if it’s fake or not. Nakita ko na siya personally once. At malayong-malayo ang pinapakita niya sa harap ng camera at sa personal.
“Magandang gabi sa’yo, Kass. Welcome to the program,” The audience applauded.
“Thank you, Tito Boboy. Magandang gabi po at sa viewers.” She smiled sweetly.
“Kumusta ka naman ngayon, Kass? Hindi na tayo magpapaliguy-ligoy pa, are you already moved on from your past relationship? It is known to the public that the-guy-who-must-not-be-named…” He looked at the audience who were shouting and screaming wildly.
“Or should we drop the name? Is that okay with you, Kass?” Mahinhing tumawa ang babae at pawang umiling. My brow raised on its own. Sa pagkakatanda ko hindi mahinhin ang Kassandra Almeida. Well, that’s what showbiz is. It’s a must to look good in public, or there’s going to be a backlash.
“I respect that. We’re just gonna call him the bachelor,” Tumawa ang host. “Back at it, he found someone new according to the sources. What can you say about it?” eager na tanong ni Boboy Abunda.
Sinamaan ko ng tingin si Trigger nang magsumiksik ito sa tabi ko. Nakahawak sa beywang ko ang isang kamay niya while his head rested on my shoulder, sniffing my scent. He was giving my clavicle light kisses.
“Don’t you think it’s a bit awkward that we’re watching your ex’s interview?” I blurted out. Nasabi ko na lang iyon ng hindi ko pinag-iisipan.
He chuckled and pinched my nose.
“I’m not watching, you are. And she’s not my ex,” Tumingin siya sa akin na tila nag-iisip. “Sort of but not romantically.”
I was not expecting an answer at all and it amazed me how he clarified things. Hindi naman ako nagpahalata.
“May himala ngayon,” I teased. “Then, what do you call your relationship with her? Fling? Grabe ka naman, ganoon kagandang babae, pinaglaruan mo pa?”
“Casual sex,” diretso nitong sagot.
Halos mapanganga ako sa pagiging honest niya. I felt someone pinched my inside.
“What an answer! Hindi mo man lang ni-sugarcoat,” Muling bumalik ang tingin ko sa screen.
“Well, you know what Tito Boboy, to be honest, I can’t say that I am fully healed. I don’t think I am even okay after what happened. It made me question my worth as a woman or even just as an individual.” Madamdaming sagot ng babae.
Mas lalong napataas ang kilay ko. “Lagot ka…” Trigger laughed at my reaction. Hindi ko alam kung bakit may parte sa akin na naiinis kay Kassandra. I should’ve pitied her for what she had been through. Naiinis ako sa sarili ko.
I didn’t find the authenticity of what she said.
“You’re cute,” he said amused at my reaction. “You’re so cute that I wanna fuck you hard and make you scream my name in ecstasy,”
Naglandas ang kamay niya sa dibdib ko pababa hanggang sa…
“Oh my, Trigger!”
Nanlalaki ang mga mata ko sa ginawa at sinabi siya.
But I am affected. He sounded so sexy while talking dirty. His hand was hot. And my initial reaction was to punch him in the face.
Gulat na gulat ako nang mapagtanto ko ang ginawa ko. Agad siyang napahawak sa parteng tinamaan ng kamao ko. Nag-iwas ako ng tingin, kinagat ko ang aking labi. Hindi ako sigurado kung para saan ba ang suntok na iyon sa bastos niyang bibig at kamay o para itago ang kakaibang nararamdaman ko.
Namalayan ko na lang na umiiyak si Kassandra sa show pero wala sa kanya ang atensyon ko.
It felt great punching the devil himself.
“Tell me what happened if you’re okay with it, kung hindi naman ay irerespeto namin iyon.” Nag-abot ng tissue kay Kassandra si Tito Boboy.
“Of all the relationships I had, dito po ako pinaka nasaktan. I was cheated on.” Shocked was evident to the audience at what the woman said.
Sari-saring ingay ang pumuno sa studio. Maging si Boy ay apektado rin sa sinabi ng dalaga.
Hinapit ako ni Trigger at bumulong sa tainga ko. “You’re having progress on punching,” It was enough to make me feel hot.
No! I can’t risk it. I can’t risk my body right now
Natigil ako at nabato balani ako sa pwesto ko ng bigla niya akong sunggaban ng halik. Hindi ako nakaiwas. Hindi ako nakagalaw. I was just sitting there, my back was on the sofa and he was kissing me like his life depended on it it was raw, unnerving and passionate. The emotions were exploding on that rough kiss.
Malinaw pa rin sa pandinig ko ang sinasabi ng ini-interview na modelo habang ipinaparanas sa akin ni Trigger ang nakakawala sa wisyong mga halik niya.
“I was busy with my career. Pabalik-balik lang ako ng Pilipinas since he was based here. Andito ang businesses niya. He was okay with our set-up. Tapos bigla na lang siyang nanlamig ng huling uwi ko sa Pilipinas, that was about four months ago. Nalaman ko na lang na may binabahay siya. I don’t personally know the woman and I don’t want to judge her right away,” The audience sighed. Ilang ‘aw’ ang narinig ko mula sa likod.
“You have a pure heart, Kassandra,” Boboy commented.
“Nasaktan lang naman po ako, Tito Boboy, kasi minahal ko talaga siya.”
Napanganga ako at sinamantala iyon ni Trigger para ipasok niya ang dila sa bibig ko. He was teasing me with it. He did wonders to my body.
Hindi ko alam kung saan magfo-focus ang utak ko. Sa masarap na sensasyon hatid ng eksperto niyang mga palad na naglulumikot sa dibdib ko o sa dila niyang ekspertong gumagalugad sa kaibuturan ng aking bibig.
I was lost in the fire. I was losing my senses.
“T-trigger…” Wala sa sariling banggit ko.
It was a call supposedly to make him stop but I’m not sure if it ended up that way. Pakiramdam ko ay naging moan ang pagtawag kong iyon.
He ripped my shirt and tore apart my brassiere without leaving my lips. The mountains bounced as the cloth left them bare. Natigil siya sa paghalik. Kinuha ko naman iyong pagkakataon para huminga.
I was out of breath.
I could feel his tensed breathing and his contradicting mind. He gulped hard as he looked into my breasts. Parang nawawala siya sa katinuan.
Trigger was biting his lower lip. I could see the lust and there were a lot of emotions hidden in his dark brown eyes.
“T-trigger…” Hindi ko alam ang hinaing ko.
Parang bingi siya sa naging pagtawag ko. Inilagay niya ang kanyang hintuturo sa nipples ko. Pinaiikot ikot niya iyon habang tutok ang mata sa akin. I was biting my lip real hard to suppress my moans. I was sighing with the sensation he was making me feel. I didn’t want him to see my face.
Ayokong makita niya sa mga mata ko na nasasarapan ako. I could really feel something in my lower abdomen building up and my womanhood was drenching wet.
“Damn it. I want to feel your pussy and fuck you hard until you can’t walk.”
Dapat makakaramdam ako ng pagkailang sa sinabi niyang iyon. But hell, it was sexy that I would fall for it. Ipinasok niya sa loob ng pajama kong suot ang kanyang kamay.
It was easy for him to access the pajama. Napasinghap ako ng malakas at napaigtad ng gawin niya iyon.
He was touching my folds up and down. It was electrifying.
My mind and body were arguing in the moment. I admit, I want it hindi pwede. Hirap na hirap akong pigilan ang sarili ko na makaramdam ng kakaiba. Wala akong lakas para itulak siya palayo sa aking katawan. Sinakop niya lahat ng enerhiya ko kagaya ng pagsakop ng bibig niya sa left boob ko. He was massaging the right boob hardly.
Mariin, marahas at puno ng elektrisidad. It was hard but I am enjoying every stroke. Pinagsawaan niya ang dalawang mounds.
“T-trigger, I… I am getting… near…” I pleaded.
He left traces on them. May kiss marks at halos lahat ng balat ko ay mamula-mula. Pababa nang pababa ang paghalik niya hanggang sa mapunta iyon sa puson ko.
Nabigla ako ng ibaba niya ang pajama na suot ko. I was thanking myself for wearing a short shorts underneath.
I covered my body and he feasted with my hands.
“T-trigger.” Wala na akong ibang masabi kung hindi ang pangalan niya.
He looked ready to take me.
Kinuha niya ang sira-sirang damit ko at itinali iyon sa akin. Dinukwang niya ang labi ko at binigyan ng masuyong halik.
“It’s not gonna happen now.” Madilim niyang wika. “Your precious flower won’t meet my massive and loaded gun for now. For now.” Pinagdiinan niya iyon.
Halos mabulunan ako sa turan niya. Namula ang mukha ko. Dinakma niya ang boobs ko.
Flower? Really, a flower?
Bakit naman ganoon?
“It is requesting to meet new friends.”
Tumayo siya at kitang-kita ko ang bakat na kargada niya. Akala ko ay doon na matatapos iyon pero nagkamali ako. He stood to undress himself. Hinubad niya ang kanyang suot na track pants at bumungad sa akin ang boxers nito.
Hindi rin nagtagal ay tuluyan na niya nahubad ang natitirang saplot sa katawan. It was true. His gun was huge and massive. Gusto kong takpan ang mga mata ko pero huli na. Kitang-kita ko na ang kalakihan at kahabaan ng kanyang kargada. Hindi ko alam kung paano iyon nagkasya sa akin dati. It was proud.
Mabubulunan yata ako kapag pinilit mong lunukin iyon ng buo.
Napulunok ako ng laway.
“A-akala ko ba h-hindi? A-anong ginagawa mo?” Muli akong kinabahan. This time because of his proud and erect member was saluting at me.
Pumatong siya sa akin at tumama ang pagkalalaki niya sa bandang puson ko. The mere touch of my skin and his manhood gave a different sensation.
I was aroused.
“Yes, I won’t penetrate your pussy but I will titfuck you.”
He was sure of it. I was gaping at him. Hindi ako nakasagot at hindi rin ako nakapagprotesta ng ipinosisyon niya ang kanyang kargada sa gitna ng aking dibdib.
Wala akong ideya kung anong gagawin niya sa boobs ko.
My heart was beating fast at his boldness. He wrapped his manhood around my boobs. The slightly rough texture of it sent electricity to my veins. Halos kapusin ako sa paghinga nang lumapat iyon sa balat ko. Tigas na tigas ang kanyang pagkalalaki.
Nagtatagis ang mga ngipin ni Trigger. Nakatingin siya sa akin ng kita ang lust sa kanyang mata. He wants to devour every part of my body. Hindi ko na alam kung sa susunod ay mapipigilan ko pa siya.
He moved his loaded shaft slowly while staring at me. I looked elsewhere. I can’t handle his intense stares and the pleasure he was giving me. Sobrang diin ng pagkakahawak niya sa boobs ko, mukhang gigil na gigil siya and I was enjoying his every touch and every bit of it. Mariin kong kinagat ang labi ko.
It was hard to keep sane. I closed my eyes.
From slow his pumping becomes faster and faster. He was growling like a wolf above me. Pawisang-pawisan si Trigger. I couldn’t help but be satisfied as I watched his face in full pleasure. The sounds he makes and his pleasured face are enough to make my genetalia more wet.
I want him. I want to feel his hardness inside my hole but it’s not the time. Kailangan kong kontrolin ang sarili ko kahit masakit sa puson.
“I’m fucking near,” Namamaos niyang wika.
I wasn’t ready when he exploded in my face. Sobrang daming inilabas ng kanyang kargada. His seeds were scattered around my breasts, some of them went to my mouth. Halos mabulunan ako nang malunok ko iyon.
“Oh my gosh!” hindi ako makapaniwalang nakatingin sa kanya.
Nakangisi si Trigger. He pinched my nipples. Napaigik ako. Hindi naman masakit pero nabigla ako.
“That was mind-blowing,” He winked at me.
Paharap siyang humiga sa tabi ko habang ang kamay niya ay ginagalaw pa rin ang dalawang umbok ko. Mas lalo niya ikinakalat ang mga semen sa iba’t ibang parte doon.
“I can’t wait to shove my dick into your pussy. Damn it, lady. Why do you have to make me wait?”
“Ang bastos mo,” mahina kong sabi.
“Uh-huh, the next time you will be bed-ridden,” Napalunok ako. “Let’s clean you up, later.”
We stayed like that long enough to regain our energy. But something was boggling my mind and I needed an answer from him.
“Trigger,” I called. Hindi siya nagsalita pero alam kong nakikinig siya sa sasabihin ko. “Is it true that you cheated on Kassandra Almeida?” nauutal kong tanong.
Hindi siya sumagot.
“T-trigger…”
“No.” He said coldly.
“Why did she say you did?” I was startled. “Ako ang binahay mo kahit hindi naman.” “I’m only a cheater of death,” he hugged me. “It’s not even a relationship, she knows that.”
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